i’m still stunned. (shocked)
aghh, there is so much. today i said “there are things that have happened in my life that i never expected to happen.” its so fucking scary to think of it all. what i used to be so afraid of now is a part of my life. (i think i’m still afraid.) i lack in self confidence, greatly. but really that all depends on the situation. its the “higher ones” that get to me. in my mind i’m just small, innocent, and undeserving of these crazy situations. yet, i choose to make them a part of my life. why?
Posted March 18, 2009 at 9:46pm
