long thoughts of 3:36 p.m.
For my pensive mood, I write this:
sometimes you wonder, and sometimes you think. when is it ever easy. its a common thought of mine. today, nothing quite obvious happened to portray a bad mood, yet it was present. not in a way where it could be noticeable, so i guess just in an internal way. in ways about life. there is so much to it i never really know, and so much to it i really don’t care to know. its a choice i happen to make and a choice that determines so much. but on an everyday basis it becomes immune to you, and you begin to forget. you forget much about little things and big things. and it comes to the point where you believe its okay that way. okay for now anyway.
could it ever be that simple? i wish i could know.
today i see people who decide to say no. regardless of the rules. regardless of what is right and wrong. some flip out at this and wonder why, others flip out and think they know why. and me, i understand. i want to understand. i think i understand.
people decide to let it go, and others just don’t know.
